enough
a painful freedom, part two
enough
I believe in this one truth.
That makes it enough.
And that makes me enough.
Once, I was part of the world; and even though it still tempts me,
This truth makes the unforeseen future enough.
I see a promise; and that makes it enough.
I recognize and I realize a solidified truth that I had uncovered
Yet struggle to maintain from time to time.
Still I must let this truth design me and magnify the light in me.
So I must refuse to let the world define me and cast its shadows within me.
Still I yearn for the silence that allows me to speak against my doubts.
So I wait for this sleep in order for the silence to overcome my doubts.
I am grateful for these doubts for it challenges me to keep fighting for the truth.
And that makes it enough.
I have devoured the truth
Yet the darkness knows me too well
And tries to eat away all I have worked hard to keep.
The pain and the trouble should be worth it
Yet I shiver at the thought of losing all I have worked hard to hold on to.
Is this enough?
I have this freedom
And at times, it may be full of pain
I see it as enough.
He sees my worth, and He sees the value in me.
And that should be enough.
Although I may doubt my redemption
He sees me as redeemable.
I know this because He has not given up on me.
This makes waiting enough.