enough
a painful freedom, part two
enough
I believe in this one truth.That makes it enough.And that makes me enough.Once, I was part of the world; and even though it still tempts me,This truth makes the unforeseen future enough.I see a promise; and that makes it enough.I recognize and I realize a solidified truth that I had uncoveredYet struggle to maintain from time to time.Still I must let this truth design me and magnify the light in me.So I must refuse to let the world define me and cast its shadows within me.Still I yearn for the silence that allows me to speak against my doubts.So I wait for this sleep in order for the silence to overcome my doubts.I am grateful for these doubts for it challenges me to keep fighting for the truth.And that makes it enough.I have devoured the truthYet the darkness knows me too wellAnd tries to eat away all I have worked hard to keep.The pain and the trouble should be worth itYet I shiver at the thought of losing all I have worked hard to hold on to.Is this enough?I have this freedomAnd at times, it may be full of painI see it as enough.He sees my worth, and He sees the value in me.And that should be enough.Although I may doubt my redemptionHe sees me as redeemable.I know this because He has not given up on me.This makes waiting enough.